So a week left till me and Curt get married. Crazy how time flies by and escapes you. It was just yesterday he just proposed, but again everyone know how time goes by so quickly. So today is the first time I'm going through the temple and I'm nervous as ever. I'm nervous about doing something wrong or saying something wrong, and everyone says keep an open mind. Everyone says the first time you go through you won't be able to understand everything and make sure that you listen....again I'm afraid of missing something. And if you know me, I can't hear very well and I tend to forget things. I guess that's why they say you need to attend the temple more often, and that is especially the case for me :P.
Again the wedding is a week away, and tons, well I'd say about 90% of the people I talk with ask, are you nervous? And when they say that I return with, what about? Like about the wedding?Being married? What? For the most part no I'm not nervous. I'm not saying that my marriage will be perfect, I'm sure far from it, but I have faith in Curt and myself that we'll work hard through the bad times and support each other. I remember during my bridal shower they were talking about how getting mad over toothpaste, like how you squeeze the bottle. And I think really you can get mad over how the toothpaste is squeezed? But I guess it the little things that can annoy you and such, but I think marriage is give and take, sacrifice. As far as the wedding goes, I am nervous that things will go smoothly. I came up with the color scheme, design and everything, again I just hope things go through smoothly. I'm afraid of something happening wrong with the wedding really. I just need to have patience with everyone that I'm working with, and I think I've been pretty good about my wedding. Like not turning into a bridezilla, thank heavens. Now I'm counting down, 7 days left...:D
